Shopping today wit venz and gabe today (; its pretty demoralizing to see a guy spending wayyy more money than us. tsktsk. should have brought more money .... anw walked around and saw this brown shoe laced heels, this pretty dress from cache cache and all the stuff in sephora.. they're so pretty! gonna do some major saving. that means cutting down on yknw yknow (;
clair met us around 6 plus , walked around, slacked at starbucks than caught a late night movie.. NEW MOON IS SO GOOD! ~ i lovelove it sooo much especially taylor lautner's hot bod. ahhhhhh~~ robert's better stil though (;
oh and i ran like hell to catch the last train home -.-

urghh.. major flat hair -.-''

i had a really good time wit jasmine and adrian today. WWW after like 3-4 years. (:
matt was suppose to come, but he had some issues so yeah.
anw, one of my favourite was ooh lala. went a few times which gimme a huge headache! felt like pukinggg. uggh.
After that, we headed to Ehub for sushi and lepakkkkkk.
OH and we caught the movie A christmas carol. its sooo nice!
i LOVELOVE xmas shows.. superrr cute! :D
Than, had gelare... omhygod i feel so gluttony now. STupid me, bought some ice cream which i didnt finish.
damn.... anw, headed home and crashed straightaway.
really exhausting day!

this few days is sooo gonna suck for me... idk but i just feel so emty with you not being around. ok, maybe we only met a few times but really, i do miss your smile! its just so beautiful and every problems i have just start to fade whenever im wit you. its like, every second counts whenever you're around. & and its really hard on me not knowing when we'll meet again. im gonna look forward to that. (: to me, your just prefect. i love yr everything... i really do.. (: yr imperfections make me wna love you more. but i just dont have to guts to say all these in yr face.

its okay.... love needs patience right bel? (:

me,matthew,joel, and the falling chin :D

had such an awesome night. although all we did was lepak and walking thru the trees of the swamp.. it was pretty fun! :D
hmmm, sunrise was such a failure. (;

every minutes like an hour, every hours like a day,
i'll just slowly count the number of days i have to wait.......

OMG G IS SUCH A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH! can you just fuck off? i srsly feel like like smashing yr head in the wall. NOW.

I might have to wait
I'll never give up
i guess It's Half timing and the other Half's luck
wherever you are
whenever It's right
you come out of Nowhere and into my life

ohmygod..im just so scared and lost. why?? im so scared that ill retain in sec3... i so dont want that to happen!
i mean like, they say you get what you deserved but really, ive tried my best! my heart and soul into it..its not my fault im stupid BUT all that matters that ive done my bestest..
ok, so i told my parents that i may retain. they told me they wont get mad.. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! i just dont wana be in a class which is soooo unknown to me and not to mention gross people! :( I JUST CANT REST MY MIND!
im like praying to god to let me be promoted.. cuz this is like the first time ever im feelin this scared..
okay bel, be positive! you'll get promoted or advanced.......

i dont know, but i think i may be fallin for you
droppin so quickly,maybe i should keep this to myself
wait until i know you better.
i am trying not to tell you,but i want to
i'm scared of what you'll say
so im hidin what im feelin,
but im tired of holding in inside my head.

oh gosh, im like so dead tired after tonning at quek's chalet! but its okay, cuz i has soo much fun! (: well, sorry to myself i didnt had my beauty sleep that i was yearning for before the exams ended..hahah anw, at first i was really lost cuz i like dont know anyone thereeee. but lucky there were familiar faces like hazel, fadzlynn,cheryl, nad, trish, etc. like thank god they came if not i would have been one pathetic girl just sitting there staring into space..hahah.

ohhhh and i think the chalet was a lil dull urhh? i mean like it was suppose to past time really quickly, but no, people were all just lepaking and sometimes i would hear something like " woah, its 9 only i thought i thought it was 1am sia" hahah that kinda thing. but ohwells, at least truth or dare was awesome and we made the best out of it by playing cards... hahahaha its fun! :P

okay, this is when boredom had taken its toll on us, hahaha lepak outside macs with a bunch of nice people.. hahaha all the random jokes and stories starts coming out! i swear it was wayyyyy entertaining..! (Y)(Y)
it was like 3-4ish until SOME people wanted to find "pontianak" hahahahahahahahhha. walked towards the swamp place..i was like omgomgomgomgomg cuz i didnt know it was that dark? went all the way in and out.. but i fucking saw nothing :( but idk why everyone else said they saw something.... hmmm weird urh?

rest at kyles house>bought stuff>lepak by the canal>retarded moments of some random guy>home. :D
kyle, matt and paits sent me to the mrt.. how sweet right? hahahha okay i need to Slllleeeeeeppppp nowzxszx.
chaoz xx

Oh why must there be exams?! im so fucking stressed up cuz of it.
so yeah, exam week is finally here. ); I cant believed i actually studied at the library for the pass few weeks. Its sooooo not me alright! but hey, i feel smarter already (;
anw, im feelin kinda happy today cuz i managed to catch up on my beauty sleep due to chinese exam. Met Sonia at 11+ at siglap starbucks studied till like 5 plus? so powerrr right! i actually studied like 5 chapters of bio properly.. okay maybe not. BUT HEY, its not my fault that there was this certain mister that really made me lost concentration. HE.IS.SO.DAMN.CHARMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *_*
Met ven, ariana,trina,junita,rachel,kaisha, chelsea at lib for awhile at the lib than headed to parkway for dinner. prata DAMN awsome! :D walked to marks&spencer to buy percy pig than took 31 with trina home.
(:

HEy all! i havent been blogging much, due to the upcoming eoys.. ARGHH!!!. Anw, today studied with Venezia and Ariana and lib. it was rather quiet and productive.. i managed to study my F&n chapter on minerals.. yay me! \m/ till nick quek, yoji, jerome, joseph, and some other fella came along. OMG lah, they laughed their hearts out like funfair and it was damn noisy+somewhat annoying yet entertaining.... had blueberry tarts + green tea for lunch. yummz :D

Hey! i just got back from Cesco's Chalet. I had sooo much fun! OMGGGGG i actually learnt skateboarding((: its actually quite frightening though, cuz you'll never know when you'll fall. so yeahh. but nvm at least i got a feel of it. ^^. Went to Jasmine's house to sleepover cuz we didnt wana squeeze with the people. Had such a retarded sleepless night! we cant even sleep till 4, so we watched some japanese show on my phone to kill time. -.- Well, at least i caught like 2-3 hrs of sleep. (y). Second day was such a rollercoaster ride. We rollerbladed! :DD but it sucks soo badly! NEVER rollerblade at Pasir ris park!! the path is fucking bumpy with so many killer humps.-.- I almost died several times... :( Dinner was awesome, all of us had bbq chicken. Yummmm:P. At night we played indian poker with drinks. AND OMGGG i LOVE seeing cesco drunk! is soooo totally entertaining. :D Ohh and i just realize is suck at drinking. Just one cup and im like having headache the whole day. :/
okay i need to rest now. bye! :D

hey! Today was the East Distict Youth rally!
Had some prayer thing and ice breaker church. it was rather interesting though :/
than it was like 4 when they took us to kcp in buses... woah, its really hard to tell who is who when everyone is yellow-.-..... anw, lunch was sickening! tastesles omelette fried rice, veggies and 2 soggy chicken nuggets!! damn, 20bucks is such a rip off! tsssk. :(

than came the singing/jumping etc... there were like so many hyper people! sadly i was like damn tired damnnn! i hate fever! oh man i hope it goes down :((((........
Happened to see Ms Rabot!!! omg i so totally miss her boring english lessons. hahahaha.
Had mass than took the bus back to church than home. :D

Went out with Jasmine,Christina,Amelia and Victoria today. :D
Church>clarke quay>fareast>wisma>taka.
Actually, i felt kinda bad for doing that particular something, but i guess just once wont hurt right? (;
Walked till our legs ache until we found th flea. yayness, bought 2 tops!! actually wanted that dress, but tsk, it was last minute therefore, i had not enough $$$.
Walked around town, idk why but i felt quite tired and latargic for some reasons i guess it due to what happened last thursday...): yknw, bitchface is such a plastic!! okay, enought of that!
anw, dessert before dinner was awesome! :DDD some ice thingy. \m/
slacked at taka than home.
x.

Vivo with Venezia,Jasmine,Kimberly,Ken and Andre.
Had onelongthing and slacked with them+camwhore. Ohhh and poor ken brought his camera for nothin! HAHAA
The proposal= damn sweet+ funny!!!!!!! his so hot!!
btw, andre sometimes i think yr damn retarded yknow :D
eat subway for dinner than cab home.
x.

Awesome day. Fireworks was fantastic :D
haha idk why im called " miss unglamness"
hahahahahahah.
anw, happy birthday 44th singapore.
(:

Hi world! its been so long since i last blogged! Anw, today my school celebrated national day. the skit and all was cool despite th fact last than half of th school is in red and white. hmm, i guess we're not so patriotic afterall?

Anw, after school me,venezia and sonia took 36 down to orchard cine. Saw Adrian and his friend as well, HAHA. bought tix to g.i joe and then Spent damn long in th toilet-,-.
Lunch at kfc was good but bloody fattening! ): see lah, im so gonna gain 10000kg now. ):
saw many people there like Axel and zacky, hahahh. Zacky talked to us for like 5 mins and it was rather akwardly funny? Anw, th movie is so FREAKIN awesome. Channing Tatum is fucking hot and i could just melt completely while he was topless! AHH!

Skatepark awhile cuz we like damn bored after th movie. caught a glimpse of this certain mister *winks* HAHAA its not my fault he has such nice hair, cute face, sexy body and skates pretty well!!! HAHAHA. Saw aris there too! hahahah today its like im seeing soo many people.. weird much?

Sonia left damn early cuz of church.. so me and venezia walked around and lepaked at taka. Blizzard ie cream+ churros= AWESOME!!!! laughed alot at random things. Ohhh and randomly saw Tamin walking with his dad. hahahahaha. ok not funny. but yeah :)

Left around 8-9 plus. Laughing gas started again. right ven? :D

Tamp1+Vivo today. (:
the fact that i didnt had enough moolah to buy that freaking dress was bloody demoralizing..
nvm that, at least i got blue stockings! yay!
Carl's jr for dinner was the bombbb but i felt damn bloated after that.. ):

Ohhh, im starting to appreciate long bus rides now. \m/

Sometimes i ask myself why am i always so nice to others? whyyyy? after all of it, im always the one getting hurt..is it really that worth it?
I really have no idea what have i ever done to you that make you fucking hate me?
The fact that you bitched about me to others? like all those bullshit?

SRSLY! i have nothing against you yknow!
Its not my fault you're jealous of me due to certain people after all this years.. and you dont really have to put on that sympathetic look infront of me.
no offence, you dont even know me enough to blabber about that!
Just do me and yourself a favour, stay away from me.
LOW-LIFE BITCH.
sorry, i guess listening to me ranting my anger is sooo not ideal but i just gotta let it out..

i cant seem to comprehend or express this feeling im feeling right now. its sucks.
Oh well, life's a bitch, so just fucking deal with it.
(:

fierce!

awwww...

OMG, i hav a new puppy!!!!!!!!!!! best.day.ever~ ohh if im not wrong i think its some mongrel dog..hmmm well none of this would have happen if not for bigbro so i guess thats pretty cool for him to actually bring it back to th house (Y)
well it a pretty sad story on how he actually found it.. it was like stuck under this hole and next to it was giant lorry which was blocking it so yeah that poor lil thing. ): its looked so helpless and you just couldnt take your eyes of him..

well, at least its save now, since he has no teeth we cant just like anyhow give food we gotta feed it with a milk bottle! OMG so cutex1000000000000000000! Oh and im still thinking on what to name it? Someone give me an idea of kyle ^^ HAHAHA yeah cute name but yesh maybe.
anw, pics real soon [:

Watched harry potter with my parents and cousin today. th movie=GOOD. idk why people keep saying the show was such a dissappointment i think its awesome know! anw, we caught the 10.15 am movie and it lasted till like 1 plus? but worth all the time. while watching i was like woah? they like so big alr. Lunch at food repuplic and went to fareast to get some stuff yay!

it was like already 5ish when i left to take th train to yf's place. And omg? his house location suckzzzzzz big time! i mean theres no straight bus and like i dont even know how to walk in, so i took a cab wated 5 bucks on cab. wow bel-.-

By than people like lizhen, eng,nick,raf,c,qq, and all were there alr. so im like late? hahaha.
had beehoon and chicken wings for dinner although th chicken was like not cooked? HAHA!
swing around and talked about certain things. slack around and my mum picked me up around 11+? so sad i didnt ton cuz yeah my mum. ):

have you ever had this friend who is more than a friend to you??
a friend that you can just have fun with,knowing that you can trust that person with all yr problems?
i think its awesome that you're the person even though you're in some other part of the world right now, & i may not even know when am i gonna see you ever again.. but hey, we're kids! and kids do stupid stuff right? & sorry to her bcuz sadly she doesnt know wth is going on...ohwell, life is indeed unfair. anw, it sucks to know that i didnt take full opportunity while you're still around. ):

sick&tired.

yknow, its really annoying whenever i see him online nowadays.. its like everytime i try to be nice and say hi, you just had to ruin every damn thing by asking me those things.. yeah you, you should know what. Okay, at first i was cool with it. but srsly, you need to stop! its getting on my nerves, like damn badly. Not only that, you told people that i said all those bullcrap?! like HELLO! since when did i become such a bitchyslut?!

okay anw, enough of that, gonna post on something happy ((((:

must-havessss

th kate moss collection=awesome
oh this reminded me i need to get more dresses as well

i sooo gotta have this! its so pretty! actually had something like this but idc, i need this one..badly ):
need lotsa $$$$$$$ now. fuck.

10th july.

East coast for rollerblading tday.
Met jasmine and supposedly andrea*winks* and bought koi as we were thirsty like crazyyyy!
walked around parkway until kimberly called us to meet em there.
We walked alot! D: but thank god it was so windy and not sunny-.-
when we first using th rollerblades,we were so wobbly and couldn't even stand properly.
kinda embarrasing though, ):
We skated until th jetty and saw some familiar faces OH did i mention j is soooo HOT!?
anw,we slacked and camwhore until 6plus and decided to hav dinner at eastcoast food lagoon^^
We ordered stingray and satay which was sooo good.
& i felt rlly bad for kimberly & christina cuzz they had to skate all th way to th shop and than back again with our skates as well. tyvvvvm! :)
after dinner, we had a long breezy stroll but sadly, we encountered a cockroach and started jumping and screaming!!!!!!! ewwwwwh x1000000000
OH and jasmine, hope you liked th surprise ! ;P
great to see andrea and adrian hurrh? :):):)
We slacked at macs until we got bored & then went for a viking ship ride.
it was soooo nice! we screamed alot D: i guess it must hav disturbed th couple infront of us -.-
anw, we were all tired and left.
took 31 with kimberly.
okay gtg now, bye. :D

happy burstday jasmine! \m/

YAY! happy birthday jasmine! you're finally 15! ((((((((:

Met jasmine after school and both of us took a bus to tampines to meet skye,cesco,adrian,zhiqin,waimun,pang lin,jer,dylan,evan an justyn (8
We got frolick while waiting for justyn and francesca ^^
&& today was kinda pissed cuz i dont have enough moolah to buy my stuff while jasmine and francesca bought new dresses ): grrrr, i need $$$$$ like now!
anw, we met th rest at the open area and surprised jasmine with a cake(:
aww damn, it was pretty unglam to eat some superrrr chocolaty cake with our hands only
but heckkk lah, its really superb!
camwhored alot and th guys played guitar( finally saw justyn singing 4 th first time ever!!
wooohooo!)
ohh and skye, smmmmile k, its okay we underatand *winks*
Pizzahut for dinner was delicious :P me and jasmine shared some beef spaghetti
However, the bill= BOMBBB.
we like hav to squeeze out all th money we have. ): poor us.
ohwell, at least we had an awsm day!
took 31 with skye,justyn,jer,evan and axel ohhh and saw ruzaini too ^^
okay im really tired now, x
[:

Cheer up babe . {;

Tampines after school was heeda tday. awwww cheer up k babe, time will heal everything. (:
so yeah,we went to lj and got some food. had some chicken combo its soo deliccciousssss~
saw syaza by random oh and clair&rasyidah. idk why but today i realized im just so tired of relationships after talking to heeda,WE TALKED ALOT TODAY! hahaha! walked around and got my earrings! YAYNESS! after that, we walked around a lil and took th mrt home.
okay gtg now bye, x.

Sentosa.

cesco-.-

adriannnn lookin fiiiiiine..

Sentosa with Jasmine,skye ,adrian,evan,cesco,justyn,jer,kaichong,waimun,zhiqin,dylan,panglin,axel,weihong and calvin today!
Met Cesco and skye first around 9+ then head to Eunos to meet jasmine and adrian.
headed down to harbourfront and ate abit before meeting the rest.
the vanilla puff and mogu2 was great! as usual~ ^^
Met th gang and monorailed our way there.
the guys played soccer while me jasmine and skye went for a dip in th sea :)
luckily, skye brought xtra clothing if not me and jamine cant swim-.-
hmm, today was awsm despite the rain and wind. * sad face*
We ate Carl's junior for dinner. :O
the burger was damn huge and i had a hard time finishing it BUT at least i finished it for th first time. it was gooooood~ ^^
Walked around and left around 8-9plus.
okay, gonna sleep now cuz im really tired today!
:D