ohmygod..im just so scared and lost. why?? im so scared that ill retain in sec3... i so dont want that to happen!
i mean like, they say you get what you deserved but really, ive tried my best! my heart and soul into it..its not my fault im stupid BUT all that matters that ive done my bestest..
ok, so i told my parents that i may retain. they told me they wont get mad.. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! i just dont wana be in a class which is soooo unknown to me and not to mention gross people! :( I JUST CANT REST MY MIND!
im like praying to god to let me be promoted.. cuz this is like the first time ever im feelin this scared..
okay bel, be positive! you'll get promoted or advanced.......

i dont know, but i think i may be fallin for you
droppin so quickly,maybe i should keep this to myself
wait until i know you better.
i am trying not to tell you,but i want to
i'm scared of what you'll say
so im hidin what im feelin,
but im tired of holding in inside my head.

oh gosh, im like so dead tired after tonning at quek's chalet! but its okay, cuz i has soo much fun! (: well, sorry to myself i didnt had my beauty sleep that i was yearning for before the exams ended..hahah anw, at first i was really lost cuz i like dont know anyone thereeee. but lucky there were familiar faces like hazel, fadzlynn,cheryl, nad, trish, etc. like thank god they came if not i would have been one pathetic girl just sitting there staring into space..hahah.

ohhhh and i think the chalet was a lil dull urhh? i mean like it was suppose to past time really quickly, but no, people were all just lepaking and sometimes i would hear something like " woah, its 9 only i thought i thought it was 1am sia" hahah that kinda thing. but ohwells, at least truth or dare was awesome and we made the best out of it by playing cards... hahahaha its fun! :P

okay, this is when boredom had taken its toll on us, hahaha lepak outside macs with a bunch of nice people.. hahaha all the random jokes and stories starts coming out! i swear it was wayyyyy entertaining..! (Y)(Y)
it was like 3-4ish until SOME people wanted to find "pontianak" hahahahahahahahhha. walked towards the swamp place..i was like omgomgomgomgomg cuz i didnt know it was that dark? went all the way in and out.. but i fucking saw nothing :( but idk why everyone else said they saw something.... hmmm weird urh?

rest at kyles house>bought stuff>lepak by the canal>retarded moments of some random guy>home. :D
kyle, matt and paits sent me to the mrt.. how sweet right? hahahha okay i need to Slllleeeeeeppppp nowzxszx.
chaoz xx

Oh why must there be exams?! im so fucking stressed up cuz of it.
so yeah, exam week is finally here. ); I cant believed i actually studied at the library for the pass few weeks. Its sooooo not me alright! but hey, i feel smarter already (;
anw, im feelin kinda happy today cuz i managed to catch up on my beauty sleep due to chinese exam. Met Sonia at 11+ at siglap starbucks studied till like 5 plus? so powerrr right! i actually studied like 5 chapters of bio properly.. okay maybe not. BUT HEY, its not my fault that there was this certain mister that really made me lost concentration. HE.IS.SO.DAMN.CHARMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *_*
Met ven, ariana,trina,junita,rachel,kaisha, chelsea at lib for awhile at the lib than headed to parkway for dinner. prata DAMN awsome! :D walked to marks&spencer to buy percy pig than took 31 with trina home.
(: