once upon a time
we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us
and we changed
and you sat alone in pride
and i sat at home and cried

happy 17th bday shawn (:

Today was fun! had and awesome time at Shawn koh's house. (: finally got the chance to meet up wit the rest after so long^^ oh and thanks to cesco finally managed to.... hahah after one month of hiatus. Anw, we watched many grossed out vids today. real sad/gross :( like one vid shows how china people toture dogs, like they are soo friggin cruel i swear!! ohh and this another vid of this guy whos whole jaw dropped off due to slashing wit a rusty knife.. something like that!! it was fucking disgusting..hmmm, food was wayyy bagus. spicy food+choco cake ^.^ i likeeeee!
left around 10? reached home like 2 hours later... grrrr @ sengkang(:

Hello! im currently lazing around drinking tea and eating biscuits.. hahah! anw the song "september" by earth,wind and fire is stuck on my head again..its so cute!! (:
anw, while walking home from school, i encountered a friggin monkey! omg i felt like screaming man.. like some wild monkey beneath some tree.. its looks so wild+ it gimme the sting eye! omgosh !! i guess it escaped from the zoo :P..
hmm, im pretty happy wit myself cuz i did lotsa excercise today! yay!!
especially jumping jacks (; i somehow love and hate whenever mr english teacher asks us to do that. heh.

hey, today we visited kcp. it was pretty cool as i have like a gazillion memories there.. all the innocent and carefree days(; lunch was so-so. The Noodles totally dropped its standard man..i wonder what happened to the chilli man, it used to taste so good. *big sigh*
anw, met jasmine and kimberly for brownie and ice cream at cafe galilee than headed to parkway to window shop than we went to giant and bought tons of nerds! HAHAHA 99cents okay + buy1 get one free. how cool right. ((((:
After which i went to M&S and got percy pig. left around 7.45
goshhhhh, im soooo tired now :(

Today was kinda hell-ish for me..after school, we got caught playing cards and some kaninabitch went to confiscate and she wants our names by tmrw..sighss..OHHHH and Ms geog teacher is sooo picking on me.. its like so damn obvious pls? okay, i admit it was my fault i didnt bring my textbook today, but still, you dont have t show your bitchy attitude towards me right low life bitch! first you kept calling my name, than you say im selfish? Wtffff..I wish you could just fuck off and stop judging people... since when thats even in my vocabulary?! what does selfishness has anything got to do with asking someone some random quetion?? HUUURRRH! :(
anw, english was kinda retarded but fun^^. HAHAH we had to do jumping jacks. damn unglam ok!! but at least we did a mini work out (: hahaha!
CCA was the best so far. finally hanged wit heeda and all. laugh like mad..and im gonna repierce my belly soon ^^ yayyyy (:

i hate how much i love seeing her in THOSE OHMYGOSSH HEELS :(

Gorgeous bitch!!

I.NEED.TO.SHOP hahaha for some reason im like into knitted crop tops.. They are motherefffing cutee (:

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why cant it be a pony? D: but it'll do ^^

"There are friends that i don't talk to but actually care a lot about"

I LOVE this phrase sooo much thats exactly how i feel each day... (: anw got it from facebook... im like joining 10001 groups right now. HAHAHA.

my bitchy school day (:

My day in school today was like kinda crappy today. firstly, first period was 3 whole periods of english ..i know, how dreadful.. it was okay until Errherrm gave us hell with the standing up and stuff.. well, at least we learnt the diff between could and should. (((:
P.E was terrible.. couldnt run, legs were sore.. damn, my stamina soo totally went down :( needa work on that soon ^^
Ohhh and geog today was the real killer this time, somehow i just couldnt stay awake.. but at least i took the time to write some notes even though i could barely sit up straight.. haha.
after school, i met yknnowww (; (; bought wanton noodles now we are 'studying' hahaha (:

i know that i got issues
but you're pretty messed up too
Either way, i found out im nothing without you

his soo damn cute, i wana date him nowwwzzz :(

Hey, i met Jasmine today (: ..today was fine but it was like one of those days where you walked like hell and your legs just wants to break. :( first we went to Clarke quay.. IM SOOO VERY HAPPY cuz I bought my bodycon dress, some floral dress, another floral top, black cardi and bangles. jasmine bought heels. vvv sexaye (;. OHHHH and today we did something really dumb! we thought there was some event held at mt sophia so we climbed up the fucking high flight of stairs leading to mt sophia. in the end, there was nothing. -.- I CANT BELIEVED I SWEAT FOR NOTHING.
anw, we headed to town to search for heels. all so pretty! i cant choose for nutz man... :(
& while walking along orchard rd we came across this lil fella dressed as MJ, really lookalike mann..cant help but to take a picture wit him. superrrr cute ^^
After town i met my family and my aunt at suntec for dinner at swensens.. :P
DAMN bloated.. oh nooo, say hello to FATS. *SUPER SAD FACE*
left around around 10 plus i guess......

life is so unfair.........

Hi world. omg im sooo happy! why? cuz its finally the weekends!yayyy (:
i just came back from bryans's house (; we played soccer with just a tennis ball.. i know how lame -.- and surprisingly,hes little friends are really good, i feel so crap, whenever i kept losing to them :(.. supposedly wanted to watch movie with my classmates but my mum didnt let, :( only like after i finished chores i realized i needed to meet bryan-.-''
ANW,past few days of school was so slack and fun.. especially body world! its so cool to see real human body parts.. very educational indeed ^^.
During school today we had some Tuvalu thingy. had to make up a lil perfomance with dancers, singing and music. sadly, it was kinda fayl. actually hardcore fayllllll :\
Oh and to this particular chic.. yeah you! it kinda irks me to see you looking, staring at me like that. not that im guai lan or anything. but if you wana talk to me, just do it rather than beating around the bush.
because of you, you make me feel so damn akward when im around you... but i do hope things will change (:

Damn, i feel so fucked after the previous post. but relax people, im not always like that(: . but this time, i had no choice..the feeling right now has really taken its toll on me. i cant handle it! i really wish i could just tell the truth in your face .. but sorry im being selfish to give you the wrong impressions. But face it, YOU ARE NOT UP TO MY EXPECTATIONS. OMG thanks alot, instead of making me happy, you ruined my freaking life! how ironic isint it...

TODAY I JUST MADE THE MOST FUCKING STUPID DECISION EVER. SHIT NOW IM REGRETTING EVERY MOMENT OF IT. SO WHAT IF IM A SLUT?! SO WHAT IF IM A MOTHER FUCKING SLUT?!?!?!?!? I HOPE YR SATISFIED YOU SON OF A BITCH. IM SORRY BUT I THINK YOU SHOULD HAVE KNWN THE UGLY TRUTH ALL ALONG.

hey! towned wit venz today..it was pretty fun as compared to the holidays, orchard seems less crowded nowadays.. so i guess thats a plus? or maybe not.. i kinda miss those times where you walk along orchard road and some hot mister suddenly smiles at you.. sighs.. now its like world of maids and weirdos! :(
anw, bought some telephone wires HAHA and my OPI.. its so pretty! some milky white colur <3<3
had some dinner at taka food court.. venz had fishball noodle wit chilli (as usual -.-) and i had the tako pachi? hahaha idk but its the japanese ball thing. ok whatever.
walked around orchard rd with blizzard ice cream.. omg! Now im gonna be FAT. :(
OH and the trip home was damn stupid. i think its like the second time we dropped off at marina bay instead of cityhall -.- damn bloody joke. HAHA. okay anw reached home around 8 plus..

okay gonna finish up some last minute homework (; .

Today was such a roller coaster ride. firstly, i came to school half awake and not to mention going through lessons with an absent minded mind. i was like practically stoning during maths-.-
anw, after school a few of us bussed down to tm.. from there, we had lunch and bought our tickets to " vampire assistant" omg, its really nice! i <3 it. OHH and we got kicked out from 2 places today. first the kids place thingy some women went to chase us out and second, at toyRus..-.- some bloody bitch kicked us out cuz certain people were running around.HAHA..
after the movie we slacked at some friend's block> popeyes wit my mum> now home. :D
goshhhh, im so bloody sleepy i could just drop dead now!!

okay i gtg now, bye (:

Today was the second day of school.. hmm well, not that bad i suppose (:
at least my new class is more welcoming than expected. HAHAH
walked to tanah merah>bus 14 wit venz> holy fam.
After mass, we like walked back. like omg, ewwwwy much! i was like sweaty and stuff.. arhhh ( haha bimbo moment-.-)
Ohhhh, and today had a talk about the camp we are gonna go next week. DAMN, i have to go through this nonsence again! and this time, its gonna be at johor. i bet its some horrible place wit disgusting food, no heated water, and like infested wit bugs?! OHMYGOD :( nvm bel, must learn to be strong and manly! HAHAHAHHAHA.

okay, i need to crash now, freakin sleepy depsite the fact i slept the whole afternoon...-.-''
(:

screw school.

hahaha im bored, decided to upload some pictures which i was suppose to put up eonnnns ago :P
anw, sitting here reminiscing about my awesome holiday isint gonna make my pathetic day any better -.-
why must school be such a bitch!! ohwells, i'll get over the whole new class thing (;