hi world, my saturday is such a slow mundane one. but anw, at least Ive got the chance to catch up some sleep. oh and i was watching this show about icy hotspots.. its about really pretty icy holiday destinations.. its sooo gorgeous! my favourite one is St Moritz Switzerland. its like a winterwonderland there!! :( not to mention huskys and pretty hot tubs.. Sooo woooowww. i wana go there, my fututre boyfr better bring me to there or else we're though !! HAAH okay joking, but i really wana go thereee. :(

sighs, even though im sooo mad at you, i still cant bare to hate you. :( i just cant. damn, why must you be so lovable? urhh, ill nvr understand whats really going on in a man's brain, its just weird. BUT this sucks, idk if i can trust guys as much as i did last time, i mean all the experiences made me realized that only yr family and friends are the ones that really care for you. FOr the other men out there, they're out to crush you. i sooo goin on a hiatus now. perhaps, girls for now. LOL. (;

Thats it, I've learnt my lesson. guys are assholes. MOST of them are same. i know i shouldnt be stereotyping.. but i don't really give a fuck . :) all they do is talk to you and make u feel like yr higher than the moon , next thing yknow, they just wana break that small lil pathetic heart of yours. and the worst thig is, i didnt do anything to hurt you. why is it hard just to tell me the damn truth. dont you have any balls at all?!?!? And you left me hanging like some Fucktard waiting for you to reply.. wow, what a gentlemen alright, you sure know how to treat a lady right dont you? oh and AWWWW, yr girlfriend is sooo lucky to have a gentlemen like you! :)

So whut if its him? he might be a lil old for me but do i look like a give a fcuk? :)

FML.

i cant take it anymore.. :( today i was out wit my mum. we had some lil argument which became a damn huge one. i cant believed she yelled at me in public, :( like hardcore. people was staringg and all. omg its like i wana cry but i dont cry in public its soo paiseh luh... but wth lah. FML.

its been 2 fucking days and i fucking miss you already. tskk.

this week has been a torturous yet intertesting week. haha i guess its the usual first week of school thing. tired, lethargic, lazy, unfinished holiday assignment. :( ohwell... at least im glad ive been talking to this mister who has kept me entertained for like the past few days.. he's real sweet and funny. :)