I know its dumb to bring up the past but it was so unintentional. Me and my mum, having h2h and thats when it hit me.
well, usual, update my my bout my life, friends but never about love life. However, this time i actually gave it a shot and shared with her my ups and downs About M. I know its sOOO stupid to do so, but i just had to, i told her from the time we met, we texted, we went out for dates, our similariies, how cute he is, and of course to the point where it lead to nothingness which fall into the hands of Her....
come to think bout it,im still shocked that i just let it pass like that? i mean, i just didnt do much, just went home and cried my heart out due to the heartache caused by TWO people i treasure so much... as the months went by, it felt better, things eventually healed. However, only today im startin to live in all over again...
but i do i admit i was to blamed to, i just let it slipped of my fingers just like that, i dint seize the opportunity lasts.. so idk whether to blame me, her, or him.
its something i still ponder about up till this day. Its definately somthing i can nvr forget.........
