Its currently 3.17am and im still awake. yes n lvl ss is in 2 days time, i should be sleeping now getting enough rest for tmr to start mugging again but noo im up .. doing exactly Nothing. yes nothing. what a complete waste of time. Well, i should be at Nat's house but nooo apparently im imprisoned in my own house till Ns are done. yes pity me loads. hhahaha .
Oh and recently ___ has been trying to get close to me i can sense it.. its pretty obvious. yes you're really nice and all and i appreciate you really being sweet and caring but the truth is, i dont really see this relationship leading to anywhere.. its just there stagnant.. i guess this proves that i really do not share the same feelings you feel about me. Unfortunately me being the type of person who hates breaking hearts, just refuse to lead you to the right direction but lead you to a direction where your hopes is really as high as your ego.
In the End, you'll be the one hurting yet again and here am i feeling guilty wishing i should have told earlier. But as i said before, i do not like breaking hearts, neither do i like being cold to others, if being friendly means flirting to you than i guess you're wrong. So in a way, dont Blame me for leading you in the wrong direction, cuz you were the one who chosed to believe. I just hope one day you'll see where im coming from and understand. :)
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